i am so crazy right now, one of the best things to walk into my life is gone. i can not make people understand what gone means. i think everyone thinks i should be over it. it has only been a week. i look for signs all arund me. will he just relocate a shoe from its normal spot, or will he remove the cyst feeding on my blood supply. i just dont know. i think of anything and everything i can to keep connected to him, god, maybe a palm reader i just dont know. i can confirm that the worst thing about life is the death of those you love. death is not such a horrible thing once you have family and friends already 'there' waiting for you, but ofcourse you have to leave behind other love ones that will greive for you and become depressed, like myself. NO SOLUTION. i will continue to talk to him, which to other people looks like im talking to myself, but that ok.
Ena your a beautiful amazing person, take me with you when it is my time. and will joke till 4 am again. and i will watch you rap and make awsome beats.
bless
natalie
Friday, April 3, 2009
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