The begining of the begining 3/10/08

Hello,

I am Natalie, a pretty laid back 27 year old, both older and younger then my years, if that's possible.i have been wanting an outlet for for the build up of energy and thoughts that overload my brain for a while now. I look forward to doing so on my Gmail blogger.

Big in my life right now is my boyfriend, i both love and adore. I am not sure if knows just how much. There are times that i stand at a distance and marvel at him. He is unaware of the charm he has and the dangerous hold he has over me. I say danger meaning, i have invested in his love and he in mine. I have broken down my barriers. allowing myself to look forward to a future with him, maybe having some children together. When i look at him i see a person that has been through a lot and has been misunderstood far to many times. He is needy, and requires so much from me emotional, but he deserves everything, i will give him all i have. I asked him the the other night, if he would take care of me when we got old, and without hesitation he put my mind at ease.

I did not intend on making this blog about him, but naturally my love a affection shines through in my thoughts more then i can contain.

i have loved before and have been loved back, but now is the only moment that feels real and the only moment that counts.